My Movie

This is my story, if a miracle were to happen, I want to make this as a movie. Also, this is just a simple story, please don’t expect too much out of it and I’m sorry for my bad english

Long time ago, I had a crush on a girl, there was no special reason, just because. Also this wasn’t my first time having a crush like this, but, I always knew, there was something unique on her.

As always, my indifference takes it’s toll, I couldn’t told her what I felt, or rather.. I wouldn’t told her. everytime I had a crush, I always thought that might be just an ephemeral love, so, why bother..

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OK, I lied, it was just an excuse, actually, I didn’t have enough courage to told her *blushing*

For some reason, we both went our separate ways, me with my (mostly pathetic) life, her with her life, I did blah blah blah… She did blah blah blah…

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time goes by…
so many things happened..
every second, someone somewhere in this world goes die
+ are you missing something here?
- backsound: yeah, keep out of topic and I won’t read this note through the end <_<
+ gomennasai T_T …
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“Life is intersection” some people said, fragments of her from the past kept coming, I didn’t even know why, And for sure, the “I love you” which I couldn’t make, I’ll make it this time, and life would be happy again.

That was what I believed that time, but life would be a mistake if it always runs smooth, we know this, don’t we?

“There’s someone else” she said.
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&^$*@#&%&$#*$&*#
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I would be lying if I say I was okay. That was the last thing I wanna hear from her. Sure enough, I was going down, and I was in denial, my madness going up to the unbelievable level, but at the same time her selfishness might make me love her even more.

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time goes by
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After a while, I knew I was the one on the wrong side, and believe me, this has been one of the priceless experience I ever had, ever since that time, I stop dwelling on the past, and live in the moment.

If this weren’t a reality, this must be a good movie, I thought. good? nah.. in my point of view, this was a reeeeaaalllyyy bad movie, but from the audience’s point of view, this might be a good movie. I know I know, for some people, this is pretty normal, but for me… this part of my life should be a movie I should cherish *sounds exaggerating huh..? *

Questions & Answers

Q:what the hell are you trying to say?
A:I wanna say, love should be expressed (in a right way)

Q:what the hell is this all about?
A:this is just one of my story I want to share, and please stop using a rude words dude!!.

Q:what the hell is that?
A:zzz… <_<

Q:if this is a movie as you said, aren’t you censoring some scene?
A:of course I am, we all have something we don’t wanna share with even our mom, right? And actually, the censored scene is what make me think this must be a good movie, but I’m sorry, I’m not sharing it with you

Q:what did you say? the good part is on the censored one? so why the hell bother write all this cr*p if you don’t want people know the good part, you j*rk?
A:easy dude!! this is MY note, You don’t have any obligation to read this. (though u’ve read this far,hehe.. )

Q:do you still have feeling for her?
A:I don’t wanna say..
but one thing for sure, ever since this “Movie”, I no longer hate myself

Q:has the movie ends right there?
A:who knows…

-Mon June 15 3:04:57 2009-

~ by Akhmad Kun on June 14, 2009.